Day 14

Gratitude is something that can be practiced no matter the situation I am in. As long as there is breath in my lungs, there is something to be grateful for. I am working on a memoirette called Through the Pane and it is chronicling my life and the pain I experience.  I know what it

Day 13

Organization. What is it? To those creatures who were molded by chaos, it might feel like the devil, while others feel like organization is their savior. Organization is done by all. We could go down to the core of it and say that the hierarchy of needs is one way the mind organizes. Water, food,

Day 7

Okay, this one is hard. Trigger warning: the topic is self hate.  Such a strong emotion, and towards the person that matters most, oneself. How does it happen? How to get rid of it? Is there any reason why? The answer to that last question is definitely not. I have been to a mind space

Day 6

Day 6. Today I want to talk about some of my back story, but because of a short average retention rate on YouTube, I am going to dive into my affirmations. Quick background, I went to a mental health program on my own accord for the first time last year in 2019. I learned a

Day 5

Relationships. Loved ones doing research on bipolar. I think it’s actually an advantage, because there is some baseline, although not always entirely accurate, that they can go on. Believe this, not everything you read, or find on video, is true for every person that explanation speaks of. Disorders are unique to the individual, but if

Day 4

I just wonder. I wonder if this idea I’m about to tell you became a reality, what would happen to the collective pulse, the collective heart, that we all share under our sun, and the stars, and the dark void. Imagine everyone around the world, wherever you may be, participating in one event. It would

Day 3

Let’s take some time to think about those without homes.  I am passionate about helping people without homes, even if it’s a little bit of help. The reason is, I wasn’t far from being on the street, very confused: disordered. I can’t thank enough every single person, and doggo, in my support group who helped

Day 2

Disorder: a state of confusion. Order: the arrangement or disposition of people or things in relation to each other according to a particular sequence, pattern, or method. I argue the disorder is only confusing to a limit. The way my brain works, i guess, is I get in a state of disorder, so that I

Day 1

Hey,  This is a blog about my experiences with BiPolar disorder.  At times, it (my blog) is intentionally disorientating. I want to reflect in my writing the nature of the disorder I experience. The natural order that causes me to get to a point, a moment, where I reorder. I have chosen before to reorientate,